a joke for nicole, lol

I want to help you
But I don't know how
I want to soothe you
But I can't speak out
I have many fears
About rejection
I have many memories of pain
I have always been a little shy
So I'll turn and look the other way

[Chorus:]
Other way
Other way
I will turn and look the other way

I want to hold you
But I am afraid
I want to touch you
But I'm not that way
I have many doubts about my motives
I have many fears about my greed
I have always hurt the ONE THAT I love
So I'll turn and look the other way

[Chorus:]
Other way
Other way
I will turn and look the other way

[guitar solo]

I have many doubts about my motives
I have many fears about my greed
I have always hurt the one that I love
So I'll turn and look the other way

[chorus:]
Other way
Other way
I will turn and look the other way
Other way
Other way
I will turn and look the other way
Other way
Other way
I will turn and look the other way
the other way
the other way
the other way
the other way. (wayyyy)

Linsey i loooove you baby, i want to be with you. Im so happy having you as my girlfriend and i hope it never ends

Yeah, Firefly, in case you come on here again, i just want you to know that I LOVE YOU SOOOOOO MUCH, i hope you are having a good day as always, and im sure ill see you soon.

And everything under the sun is in tune and the sun is eclipsed by the moooooooon- DSTM

Been thinking lately, if i were to commit suicide (it seems to be a constant theme with me yesterday) i think the #1 way i would want to do it is with a six shooter pistol, one bullet, spin the barrel, and shoot once at my head, then once at the ground, and back and forth till i fire the shot, if it hits me, then o well, if it doesnt, oh well too, ill let fate decide whether i die or not, because im tired of deciding for myself. Anyways, that was just a side note, mmmmm, havnt worked on any art lately, school keeps me pretty busy.

If i were able to change one thing in the whole world, it would be that people wouldnt keep secrets, I HATE SECRETS. anyways, dont worry about me, i dont plan to buy a six shooter any time soon. Heh, well later.

yea, really, im driving myself crazy, gotta get outta here, dunno where to go though, there is nowhere to go, im trapped in a life without exits or possibilities. Dont wanna go back to school, dont wanna be a mindless robot, sitting in the same class everyday, dont wanna walk around not talking to anyone because they dont talk back, but i dont wanna talk if its gonna hurt me. Dont wanna care about anything, dont wanna know that this is all that lifes about, dont wanna know that the end is nearer than i think.