Time never stops, ive learned that now, birth to death, its all a small circle trapped upon a large sphere, it seems in the universe that the sphere is the perfect shape, interesting, anyways, life goes on, and things change, i had a strange dream last night, i had full conversations with ghosts in this old house, they told me the secrets of what happened when you die, it was very strange, there was a clay face of someone on one of the walls and a picture of the same face on another wall, i noticed them while following the ghost down one of the halls, and the next time we went down the halls they were gone, but the faces, they were the same ones as the main ghost who I was following, and when i went to confront them (like they must have lived there and then they took the pics down to conceal that information) there face was then gone, yea, i dont know, but they seemed to make not a bleak image of the afterlife, but more of a purgatory sort of image, well, me being a Christian i cant exactly take in all at face value, but i certainly am going to contemplate what it means, the weirdest thing is that last night i was getting kinda freaked out about what heaven will be like, like being there forever, rarely can people grasp the words forever because all things of earth eventually have an ending and it scared me to think that i would be somewhere for eternity, so i had prayed that God would give me a sign and show me what death will be like, yes it was very weird, i think it was more my imagination than anything else, but anyways. Im back on the prowl, not that im very good at dating, but being single has its advantages of course, hangin out with girls more which is cool, yea, well im out there lookin about, but also enjoying being single, so ill see what happens, no real leads yet tho.